That day as usual I was asking to Amma about her friends, she started to tell her one of friends’s story who is only one girl well educated among all her friends in that time……
She was sitting at the office, as usual she was busy at her work, suddenly she has got call by saying that her father has passed away!!? She sat silently for sometimes and she was not able to cry, not able to express anything, for a sometime she felt that she lost everything! because she has got that father when she was feeling no one is there to her, after many years she felt what is real father’s love, again god took back that gift. !!
“She was very happy that day, he came in her life, he was caring her, but she never expected from him anything, in between many times he tried to avoid her but may be her unconditional love did not leave him, he again came back, both of them were in the new world, she knew that she never get him, practically it is not possible, just she loves him, she never expressed even she does not know that what he feels about her, she is like a earth, just she cares him, loves him silently and patiently. But that day he came and expressed his love in front of her..she was seeing her father’s love in him, she was thinking that god sent him instead of her father, she was so happy, so happy, she was dancing, she was shouting with lots of happiness”, that time someone called her!! She suddenly woke up and she realised that she was in dream..
Actually fact is when he listen the news that her father has died he left to talk with her, totally avoided her, after many days again he called and he said that in her bad time he was purposefully avoided her because he wish that she should hate him! , as usual she never expressed anything, fine day she came to know that he likes somebody else and he is happy without her so, she left because she thinks his happiness is her love..
She is right, she knows that in her life the happiness comes only in dream..she lives with dreams..she decided go far away from all of this…
halligadde 