Just identify who is loving you really..

She knows that he never felt her but she is feeling him always, she never expressed it, she does not want to lose him so, she does not want to express it

She has no any expectation on him but she used to tell me that after her death he should come to know about this! She does not want to replace anybody else where he is for her!

God knows when he will understand this. I miss you friend, I hope he will understand you and he will feel you soon, because now he is in dark area and he is running behind unavailable shadow…

 

I hope you will understand…

I am laughing! But it does not mean that I am happy always

I am happy because I met you, I felt you and I cannot forget you

I am happy because you are happy without me

Do not think that I never do what you expected from me, I am waiting for the right time to do it, I promise you that I will not die before doing that, I am not fearing to die, I am fearing to die before without fulfill your dream

I hope you forgive me if I hurt to you, you may have many people who likes you as me but my priority is you, do not think that I will be a trouble to you, I am always with you as shadow, you may not feel but my heart beats feels, it is more than enough

I am not loving you because of your  name and fame, I did not know this when I started to like you, I like you because you accepted me without thinking about my background, I like you because you are so good, you are kind, you are my model..

I pray to god daily that give me strength to live alone and face everything and do whatever you told me and you had a dream on me…

Always missing you Pa.. & Ma..